Just a normal day, watching the clouds roll by
Then a glimpse, a second, and everything has changed
Cries, I'm in the dark
I hear voices…cries…screams…are they my own?
I open my eyes…its then that I realize the pain
The twisted metal wraps itself around me
The broken shards of glass fall into my already bleeding flesh
I see faces, but I don't recognize any of them
Then I see one, I know her, but I can't reach her
I'm too late, she's already passed, I miss her
Moisture, why am I shocked that its my own blood?
More darkness, more pain
Light, I try to break free, but I can't move
More faces, more voices, more prayers, more fear
Mor
You are so far away
When will we be close?
When will we leave this place?
I want to get out
I'm so tired of all the same things…
The same people…the same problems
You are so far away
I need to feel your arms around me
Feel you pull me close
I love you so much
And I know that you feel the same for me
You are the best thing that's ever happened to me
Where do we belong?
I know…with each other
As long as we're together we'll be fine
We are one, and we will always remain that way
In this life and beyond
All the tears, all the pain
Are feeding off of me now
I am their host, their only means of survival
Is this my one true purpose?
To be used…
I've tried to be nice and helpful towards others
But they only see it as a weakness
They abuse me whenever they can
I dig a hole, then they push me in
I'm surrounded by darkness
Will anybody pull me out?
Does anybody really care
Or is it all just pretend?
I'm so tired of all this pain…all this fear
My love is the only one who can pull me out
He is my only hope now
This is my plea
Will anybody listen?
The autumn leaves dance around us
As we stroll in the cooling air
Your eyes fall into mine and drag me closer
Our lips meet and I succumb to your strength
You wrap your arms around me as if there is some threat of danger
Standing there, not wanting to move
Wishing these moments would last forever
But they don't, and we walk on
I'll just have to wait for the next ever-lasting moment
My mind wanders through the passages of time
Always looking...always searching...for some evidence that you still exist
My search goes on, and yet I still find nothing
You were taken from me when i needed you most
I want to curse God for the cruelty he has shown me
But all I feel is pain...and regret lingers in my heart
I want somebody to blame
But that person does not exist
is there supposed to be a sign?
Mother, help me, what am I supposed to see...supposed to learn?
Where did you go? Are you watching over me now?
I need you.
My memories are the only comfort I have now...
And even those are cursed in some way
The sights...the
You guided me throught that fateful day
Through the pain, the tears, and confusion
I'm proud to be the one who was with you when you passed
You left me so much...
Your wisdom...
To be able to excel in everything I do
Your strength...
To be able to deal with your loss and all the other pain life has to give
Your spirit...
To be able to believe in my own abilities
But most of all...
Your memories
To be able to have you with me for eternity
I cry for you
When will you answer?
This pain I bear is overwhelming
But how can you help me?
You watch me from above
But are unable to ease the pain
I can't blame you
You are not the one to blame
But who is?
God?
Sometimes I think so
Other times, I blame only myself
I'm the one letting my petty feelings get in the way
I'm afraid to move on
I don't want to let go
I'm afraid that I'll lose you completely
But aren't you already gone?
Or is that just what I'm saying to comfort myself?
Keeping me from re-living your death day after day
Nothing can keep me from that though
I see your face...
Feel the pain that I felt that day
My heart bleeds for you.
You were almost stolen from me.
Your life almost taken.
I'm greatful that I'll get to hold you in my arms once more.
Get to kiss your soft lips.
Feel you embrace me like you always do.
We are both survivors.
We're stronger together than any lone man could be.
My heart bleeds for you.
I long to have you close to me always.
You are my life, my everything, my world.
You are my one and only.
My lover, my security.
My comfort, my place in life.
How can you be all these things to me
When all I am to you is your little girl?
I need you now.
More than I've ever needed anybody before.
My soul feels like its being broken into a million pieces.
Like glass shattering on the floor.
My tear drops fall like spring rain.
You accuse yourself of being the one to cause all this pain.
Its not you love...it never has been.
You find it hard to understand why I cannot trust myself.
I've been hurt, abused, used so many times before.
But you, you are different, you love me for who I am...
Not for what you can get from me.
I'm afraid, afraid that I'll make a mistake.
And lose you forever.
Afraid that I'll slip and you won't be there to catch me as I fall.
You've caugh
In the woods...
We gave our love.
It is not lust, but deep, passionate love.
I'm yours and yours alone.
And thats exactly how it should be.
You hold my heart.
And always will.
My love for you is like nothing I've ever known.
I am yours and yours alone.
I gave myself.
And don't regret.
That my innocence was lost to you.
I am yours and yours alone.
I haven't posted on here in quite a while. I guess I just haven't had all that much to say. I was just tired of looking at the post about having 50 more pageviews till 1000, since I'm far past that. Well, there we go. Bye Bye!
yeah, i entered my poem "Moments in Time" into a contest on poetry.com a while back, now i got a letter from them today saying that it had been chosen to bo one of the semi-finalists. but there's more, they want to publish it in a book that they put together. i'm so excited. all they need from me is approval to do this. then i can also buy the book if i wish, i think i will if i can convince my dad to let me. but i think he will, i mean, its my poem, published...in a BOOK!!! so yeah, yay for me. have a good day everybody.
Hello! I'm going to be switching accounts to [link] and if you'd like to re-add ' Painted Sun ' to your favourites please do so on my new account EdeAlmeida. Thank you for adding it to your favourites!